red devils rulez!!

kerri my kutty darling

pheww 3 sets of fartlek training at varsity lake..huhuhhuh..my fats burnt particularly at my gluteus maximus(BUTT@ASS LO)..lol..after such a long time im running with full force..and my leg cramped..any1 can give me a good massage?huahuahua...mengada-ngada rite?yesterday shuba told no training for the whole week so i tak mahu give reasons not to train!!no reasons are good reasons!!
well i was asking my kutty darling..kerri..what should i post in my blog and she pulak blurr rdy..(she is always blurr)..plus she is working out on maths..drawing diagram i wonder how the diagram will look like..pity the teacher who will mark her book..air mata berdarah..kerri pls dont make her blind k...hahahahahaha..small girl what,,huahuahua..kerri get rdy with tissue yar..lol
let me tell you all about this little monkey!!at training i dont really layan any1 there yeah la for what right..not good to be kepochi ma..so i show my fierce face..and most of the junior girls think im sombong..so sad..sob sob sob..well kerri oso thought that rite??!!but at chat room punya la kecoh both of us not as kecoh as the girls la..thats for sure!!she is cute and she looks like mickey mouse with her rabbit teeth!!she loves cars and i mean sports car!!hey kerri check out the latest model from aston martin and BMW M6!cool la M6 can reach 60KM/H in 4 seconds!!!that is super fucking shit fast leh!!

i started to chat with her few months back and i love chatting with her...both of us can chat from logical point till things that dont make sense..(she always start with the nonsense!)..hahahah..
crazy maniac of man utd fan!!in fact both of us are fanatic fan of the devils!!she have extreme flexibility which i go wow when she split!!but kugen always cover macho..one thing that she dont realise is i always watch her in training and give her feedback on her progress!Karate is her passion i can feel it from her!!don underestimate her..i mean don worry she wont kick you out but she will bang you with words straight to your face!!tak da percaya cuba la sekali pasti nak lagi!!her fire for the past junior makaf was so great but she didnt make it but im proud of her and give credict to her cause of her dedication and hardwork!kerri believe in yourself you will shine one day..chase for that day!!gambate(imagine kugen with cheerleading costume)hahaha..

hey kerri im still wondering tau how come you not growing huh?Duh at least put on some weight yar..even the cicak look better than you la sayang..if you enter cicak idol or miss teen cicak sure kalah cirit birit!!huahuahuahuahua..why not you eat calciyum and drink weight gain may be can see some progress..still cannot ill sumbat you in tin sardin!!nak tak??

i really love my kerri..though i kutuk her but deep inside my heart i love her so much..i feel happy when i chat with her..she is my little sister..hey kerri if you need anything or when you really need someone talk to ill be the first person be there for you dear..but call me or text me la cause i dont sixth sense right???!!!oh yeah remember ill always kutuk you and disturb you..
ok ok i pop pet banyak rdy..i wan2 mandi now..kerri man u will beat barcelona yar?!!!red devils rules!!!love you kerri darling..muaaakkkksss..loads and lots of hug!!

what shold i do???

yesterday night i came out with the toughest decision i have to take..
yet i feel guilty of what i did not towards my decision but the feeling i hurt another person..i just have to do it because i dont want to regret end of the day..i dont want to be unfair to myself and to her..
she cried all day i guess..but is right for both of us....i wanted to be her best buddy but she not taking that way so too bad la..and i did mistake by saying i love her which i forced myself to do that..and it keep haunting me!!so i just said it out..
seriously is very hard to trust some of the girls now days..sometimes i think being good is good but actualy it doesnt!!well my heart just so weak now!!i dont get it why some pretenders are not awarded oscar award duh i mean they have really good and natural talent..in front can see the ring above them but they are hiding big n long stinky tail behind them!!!
im just so pisst off!!!!argghhh...well the girl that loves me actually is a nice and good girl..she can be a great lfe partner..but the thing i dont have the feeling for her..the best part i can smell something funny happening and is someone quite close with me..whatever it is i hope god forgives them..
after breaking up with my WONDERFUL ex i decided to socialise around which is so not me..but i enjoy it cause im happy doing it and leave smile on every1's face!yet i dont understand why some GIRLS taking advantage on me.. i respect girls and this how im being treated?or am i beibng too good?should i be a BAD guy?damm girls are HEADACHE GENERATOR!!!i come to a point that i hate girls...but some of my girl frens who are close to my heart is the 1 i trust and i can count on them..they are real GIRLS!!!

what the F###?!!

oh god sukma is jus 33 days to go and no training?!!
i mean i do carry out my own training..but centralise training is on leave?i dont know whats the reason plus final exam is half way to go...the thing is why some manggo heads dont understand students life who are also invloved in sports?damm it im not complaning..just try for a week and go training i bet not everyone can do thaT!!come on la im doin not 9 credict hours of class is 18-19 credict hours...is fucking shit man..physically im not tired is mentally im exhausted and yet i still turn up for training and after training i have to finish up my assignments and revision..come and try if these idiots can do then ill step back and salute them!!is not i cant do it,,what imasking for is please understand my situation and im giving my very best!
what to do some idiots just want perfection without dealing with reality!reality is i dohave the fire to excel in fact stronger than most them over there in training!come on la i dont want to finish my degrees in 6 yrs..i do have my education plan to succeed..even my own master didnt asked my plan..damm i always hope that he show the same care that he showing to the girls!Duh obviously this doesnt mean im a sissy is just that i appreciate his intelligence!
i have to tell openly some girls there is getting beyond their limit!i mean you can be champion of champion but think again what about your attitude?ever thought what people talked bout you and you act it that way!i mean some of us can think what i care what they talking but the thing you loose the real RESPECT!!!if they been questioned sure they say no but inside their heart is total different story!they too afraid of telling because you are so inmature in handling situation!come on grow up!!you girls are old enough to think!!
as for now i may look like a sissy to all of you there but remember rome was not built in a day!!i will come but slowly because even later when i fall at least i know how to cope up!seriously i am stronger than most of the people who talk bullshit but dont do the work!
to sum up just wait for the upcoming sukma be surprised GOLD MEDAL from kugendran!!after that all shut your peoples mouth!!!students out there i support all of you..students life is the best life anyone can ever ask for!!
great day...:)

final exam!!

damm it final exam is here again!!hahahaha...well actually i do really look forward for it..
Y??
Because my friends and i will sit togather and burn midnight oil!yipeee..the best thing is all kind of funny stuffs from them..oh yeah let me intro my frens..
abang bala is our class rep..you wont believe when i came 2 campus i thought he is a lecturer but acutually he is student..lol he is a medical assistant..damm cool..not yet married..sob sob sob..how old is he?hmm 31 i guess..sorry abang bala rahsia dah bocor..lalalala..he guide us in anatomy,physiology,sports injury and cpr since the 1st sem..i really thank abang bala for his guidance..
next nondi komsu from gopeng..i mean daniel!!dei i x 4get you la..from usm touquila..huahuahua..admit it im better than at least i don sweat..so i am legend..state football player..he is my buddy..no words 2 describe him..
kevinder singh national hockey player...he is the legend of legend..i bow to you..huhuhuhu..though he trains full time but never complain bout education and trying his very best to cope up!and not all can do tat..he is straight forward guy and tat makes him sexy..simple and macho(k is enough)..he will come for study and will say 1 hour sleep but end up til next morning..and next day terhegeh hegeh cari nota..pak cik ni mmg loyar buruk la some time..huahuahua..
ravi...this guy really active in everything!i dunno y but his pr is good.he have connection everywhere..kinda like vvip(VERY VERY IMPORTANT PRINCESS)...lolxx...he is so big like giant really afraid of him..huhuhuhuh...oh yeah v call him baby dino!!so childish and spiritual i guess..huahuahua..when he sleep dont hope 2 sleep beside him or else will be raped..sob sob sob..
prabu this fellow...haiz...from kroh always day dream..i oso dunno for what...haiz..but at least he bring pride to his family..love football..
sarves!!can make chaos..always do last minute work but he is trying his best..arsenal fan..so sorry for him for getting into pathethic team...arsenal will never win title!!at least 2 decades!!
azizi coolest malay buddy i have ever met..damm cool and really serious bout education i mean end of the day he know what is important..
all of us come 2gather and burn midnight oil..and when we are tired we will go for tea and pop pet and continue back..some times till next morning without any sleep!huahuahua
well this is my buddies and we will keep doin the same thing for every final exam..