what the F###?!!

oh god sukma is jus 33 days to go and no training?!!
i mean i do carry out my own training..but centralise training is on leave?i dont know whats the reason plus final exam is half way to go...the thing is why some manggo heads dont understand students life who are also invloved in sports?damm it im not complaning..just try for a week and go training i bet not everyone can do thaT!!come on la im doin not 9 credict hours of class is 18-19 credict hours...is fucking shit man..physically im not tired is mentally im exhausted and yet i still turn up for training and after training i have to finish up my assignments and revision..come and try if these idiots can do then ill step back and salute them!!is not i cant do it,,what imasking for is please understand my situation and im giving my very best!
what to do some idiots just want perfection without dealing with reality!reality is i dohave the fire to excel in fact stronger than most them over there in training!come on la i dont want to finish my degrees in 6 yrs..i do have my education plan to succeed..even my own master didnt asked my plan..damm i always hope that he show the same care that he showing to the girls!Duh obviously this doesnt mean im a sissy is just that i appreciate his intelligence!
i have to tell openly some girls there is getting beyond their limit!i mean you can be champion of champion but think again what about your attitude?ever thought what people talked bout you and you act it that way!i mean some of us can think what i care what they talking but the thing you loose the real RESPECT!!!if they been questioned sure they say no but inside their heart is total different story!they too afraid of telling because you are so inmature in handling situation!come on grow up!!you girls are old enough to think!!
as for now i may look like a sissy to all of you there but remember rome was not built in a day!!i will come but slowly because even later when i fall at least i know how to cope up!seriously i am stronger than most of the people who talk bullshit but dont do the work!
to sum up just wait for the upcoming sukma be surprised GOLD MEDAL from kugendran!!after that all shut your peoples mouth!!!students out there i support all of you..students life is the best life anyone can ever ask for!!
great day...:)